Merdeka

To hate or to feel annoyed about ?
Some people you just dislike. But after some time, you just tend to think about it over and over again. Are they even worth to be thinking about. So , I came up with one good way making all these people disappear from my little mind. Forgive and forget. If they are happy the way they are then let it be. Non of my business. People like that will deserve to be treated as something in return. Karma. Believe or not ?

Good deeds lead you good outcome. I thank all that once did shout at my face, gave me tears, hurt me. Because in return more and more good things are coming to my hands. Slowly , day by day I could feel them coming to me.

Worth ? Maybe not ? Regret ? maybe ? Replacements ?

Questions popping in my mind. Worth or no is based on perception , refer to all the mind. You choose make such decision and you can never end up saying "oh , it's not worth my time/money/feelings/whatsoever." Regret, same goes to that particular word. You don't regret on what you did or done. Look back and use regret as excuses. This powerful word only function when you really mean it . Replacement, you don't replace anyone/anything just with a snap. Sometimes, people/things could not be replaced. Because when it was once at that position , that it is. No replacements. You only have new items/peoples but it's never the same. So no replacements. "never the same" . The feeling is different tho it's the exact same thing. Money can't buy everything in the world. Beware and appreciate what we owned now.

Ta, It's just a sudden strike to my head. Nothing in precise to be pointed at. Just thoughts.

It's merdeka ! "Happy Merdeka" Did you see fireworks? I didn't ! To be honest, I love fireworks. It's amazing how they splash into lights in many patterns. Guess malaysia must have the entire fun in the cities. Unfortunately , I am here in a foreign country. No fireworks.

Holiday , I'm having my term break . How I wish there's a ready plane I could just jump into and fly to Maldives. Have a nice break. Relax along the beach ? How good if there is one .

ta people.
Enjoy

Winter

the candy he got me during exams :D

Cutest boi ever !

<3

The little man that god granted me :D

Best gift ever :D

This year is nailed down to the third year experiencing winter in Australia. But of all, this year is massive cold. Too cold and not bearable. You won't want to walk out from house cause it's freezing ! You can turn into Icy Pole.

Well , life didn't turned out how it supposed to be. Probably it's the expectation that counts on every single thing. A friend tells me that is part of life. You just got to go through that stage and overcome every upcoming obstacles. I agreed and just got to deal with what is coming.

It's simply August now, remembering I was still all alone last year. Everything seems so different now. I have additional in my life. NCS it is. Thank god for granting a person like him. There to look after me when I'm dead sick. At least someone to be there. Tho sometime he can be terrible but never disappoint me with his "i'm so hot" attitude. Very metro sexual and sometimes a little gay. *laughs* Still, got to admit he is being real nice and do heart him.

Birthday , I find August is the season where babies love seeing the world. Just too many birthdays coming up. Not forgetting mine is coming up too :D Well, didn't really thought of it till Mom asked "How you want your birthday to be this year" That was when I realized it's coming up. The parents are being real nice and decided to fly over to give it a celebrate. Couldn't ask for more. Since mr.Ng offered to have everything done then I shall just sit and wait. Second time celebrating with him. Just this time a little different. 21st birthday is the last birthday I would want to come cause time flies and I don't wanna be old.

Oh , the terrible gastric that ended me up in Tropicana Medical Centre is monster. It is horrible cause needles is the last thing I want in my body. It's not awesome to have a night out in the hospital. Well, the pain just strikes and there you go emergency ! Thank god, someone is nice enough to have an extra bed beside me when I'm so knocked out. Doctor says "you need some check ups girl, scope , ultrasounds" Gosh , and blood test. My worst nightmare ! Well, I get the pain again just recently. But being kiamsiap , I refuse going to the emergency cause Australia is always expensive :) Also, no more needles ! big big needles for the whole day is enough to torture me . I will commit suicide for the pain . No one knows better how the pain feels like . Hope my sensitive tummy is going on heal.

I can't wait for the 1st year anni, my 21st birthday ! It all comes together. Can't wait for the big days :D

Have a good day ahead people.

Me love you.

Xxm.