Don't hate me now

Heh, I'm lazy. Ultra lazy.

I have been away for a long time.

I have to say this, I MISS YOU TANSHEREEN AND LIM MICHELL
The times with you girls just kept happening in my dreams. Am I that desperate? I guess yes. I wonder if my decision was right. But yea, I'm so not gonna let these negative shit enter my bloody brain.

Aite, Siewwan's birthday, I didn't managed to celebrate with her but hell yea, i'm making it up for you . I promise.

When problems come you'll never get those shit out of your head. But yea understanding became the solution for me now. Understand people around you will make you feel so much better and not let the devil fight the angel throne.

You tell me what is life. okay, that's not a question, a statement. Time of me being here have reduced to at least 30 percent. yes, and continue the melbourne life. we will be in different places. everyone everywhere. how often do we keep our gossips going? how often can we do our yearly trip? I guess it will be effin little. but so what, hit the edge? maybe, we have only 2 percent time for each other but we still have what we call memories. i'm not being emotional, but yea thinking alot dont benefit you so much. I couldn't sleep these days thinking of things, problems, shits? hah, what makes me more dizzy, future.

these emo songs just like hitting on my itunes . but yea, treasure all shit i have now. what's good. see them more often give them simple hugs and kisses. hah, it only work on certain people.

pain? do you feel pain? how does it feels? you sob and just sob? express them in what way? and now i understand, only an individual will understand itself best. because it all comes from the individual. give it more time and learn how it works.

Being comfortable with someone is a pleasure feeling. you have nothing to hide, you shout your words out, you hug them and cry . you feel better and you thank them. now i thank you for that hug. something just couldn't be express.

i see things around me don't used to be there anymore , just like my wallet. some people just have to take your most precious thing away . then they give you back but with nothing left inside. you have to fill them all over again . that sucks, because it takes time to fill these things or i call it memories. some just cannot fit into that space. when you can't , back off. and that's what i do . because i feel better and move on to something that may allow you to forget all these feelings.

Forget

Just a random thought.

night world.
keep your eyes close and enjoy the surrounding.

x.
m

Functions.

I have this opportunity to attend the official product lunch the other day. A briefing conference organized by Canon. Well I guess the Canon new product is yumssss. They are all very pretty and affordable. People, a good digital camera nowadays can be very affordable. At a very reasonable prize you can own a whole new camera by yourself. Stylist, colorful, slim, everything you dream for can be achieved now. You will be very impress with all these products. Personally, I love Canon IS 100. There are a few colors you can put them in your pocket. Red is too pretty that I will drool to own. The black is very manly classic, the gold is beautifully classy. You will be proud to own this very beautiful camera.
Okay, I just love their product. There are a few more pretty product that may be your love at first sight. Check out the new Canon product. The one I recently had on list Canon IS 100 is only RM 1199. Ain’t it cheap????? I’m so getting it.

Hah, I had wonderful time following the dad to functions. Like the Fahrenheit, I managed to have some talk with them , pictures with them. It was really fun and some of them are very friendly. They ain’t that bad. Concert is good as well. They are talented. Yes, and Wu Zhun, the leng cai one, is my senior !!! he used to study in Trinity college and RMIT. Hah ! funny one, dad asked if I exchanged contact with them . hahahah, LMAO. I didn’t have the chance.

Well, then then, last week was Zouk Phuture. It was pretty good, with the Sri Garden seniors and friends. Not too bad. What comes more, poppy with the mum as well. She is very cute indeed. Hmm, I just remembered, there is this event I attended earlier. DCIM, the velocity girl. Pretty amazing. Good good experience. Amber Chia was there and also had some pictures with her. They have this humongous printer which prints poster size photo. I have a few now, will upload them soon !!!!!
I just finished my English course and will continue with a few short courses. Will update more people!!!

Lots love,
m

A delay post.

Dedicated to Tan Shereen

My dear is so turning eighteen and legal this year. This beautiful friend of mine really deserved so much more. I miss this gorgeous friend of mine. It’s been a year, knowing her. Her friendly smile just caught my eye the first time I see her. She is pretty, cheerful and definitely a hot baby. Okay this sound pretty bad but yes I mean it dear.

If I could get her any gift, I will definitely get Rain for her. Her longed love idol. Even for a night yea baby. I was browsing thru my phone album today, and I know I missed her deeply. Darling, all the good will comes with you and I love you long time.

People, I forgot to mention, there is a Osama in my class and he make bomb  That is what we classmates always tease him for. Bad thing is, I have exams every week. Not too good news. But they are easy, so it’s not big problem.

I had this interesting class today. We are asked to make a drama about internet mating. Hah ! Laugh my ass off, but yes this is happening, it’s all over the world. I mean, yes, it is happening. I just can’t believe it. Well, my friend just told me today, he met his wife thru internet. OH MY GOSH, and his wife is a combination of Iranian and Canadian. In addition to that, she is pregnant with twins. What a lucky fella.

Miss Sabrina Just gave moon a warm hug. Okay, she didn’t but yes she called. Hah ! what good stuff yes hun. Well, Michele is the bitch . haha, she just never stop with her craps. Never ending one. Well , Happy anniversary baby, we lasted out relationship for 6 months. Long distance one baby, you better drink champagne with me when I get back you bitch.

Well that’s about it. ( shereen influenced sickness)

Lots love for people around the world. Heaps for all you guys.
Toodles.