scarlet

Middle of nowhere

Finally you can breathe
Nobody knows your name

It's easier Shut your eyes tightly

Clench your fists 'til they almost bleed
Cautiously, lightly Gently expose what's underneath

And all you feel now

Is the scarlet in your day Even it's real

You can't stay...

So there you go

You're gone for good

There you go

You're gone for good

Your mind is swollen

From months of thought without release

They've taken their toll on you

This very moment

Of timis and fragile honesty

Is precious and rare and fleeting

And all you feel now

Is the scarlet in your day

Even it's real You can't stay..

This is my first time putting up a lyric. Well i love this song alot. Thanks to Bob :)

Hibernating at home did benefit me. I studied quite alot for my accounts.

More assignments coming up :(

Maybe some more pictures?

ta !

i told myself so

Being not well is unlike normal life routine. 

Sleep for hours and hours and hours. 

Not knowing what time anymore,

But complain the curtain that you hated at first sight,

Why these lights have to bother when you never want them.

At that particular time. 

I seek for medication help. But it's not working at all. 

This feels like wonderland. You feel very light , that can be blown away.

Every single time you swallow your saliva, feels like something is torturing your throat.

What a bad feeling to have.

At this moment, I wish someone can just stab me and let the other pain take over.

Then make me alive back after all these feeling is gone . 

hello uni

2 weeks of uni have already passed. I'm so not used to the way of learning and teaching. Well a little bit different from Trinity of course. But i'll get a hang of it . HD is not easy stuff anymore. D maybe :) 

Few cds and books needed . That cost me alot of money :( pfft ! cousin's birthday present and dinner is sucking my cash out from my bank ! This is not good at all.

Well I went to the beach alottt of times this coming back. Thanks to Bob, he is in Melbourne now and we always go on road trips. Speaking of road trip, I went to Dandenong for some pie in the sky, puffing billy ride and the absolute beautiful place to sight Melbourne. It was pretty fun. Then it was fishing trip and Philip island. This time only 6 of us went. 2 hours of car ride and fishing park we reached. Lucky or no , i'm the first to get the rod moving after ages of waiting. Then followed by the others after. We had 8 fishes died on our rods. This is really bad and i'm not doing fishing anymore. killing is bad. All fishes are salmon and we cooked it right there! On the other hand,  Philip island owns the smallest penguin in the world ! Cute little mini penguins walk with their own style towards us. It is freezing cold but worth the visit. Pictures are not allowed in the penguin island so you probably want to pay a visit there one day :)

More to come and I already miss Malaysia :( 

Aunt May was joking about flying back to Malaysia for a weekend. It just cost us 350 ! 

Good deal i'll say:) 

Anddd, today is the granny and cousin endo's birthday ! We had our 10 course meal in a japanese restaurant yesterday! It was yumsss and filled my tummy enough ! 

A friend says, fate turns pages and destiny is the last chapter. Well, personally I pretty buy this phrase!

Also, never expect anything because disappointment always sees you in the end. Just like how i have to walk to the tram stop with strong wind accompanied. Sometimes, with the drizzle rain :(

Have a good day peeps.

cheers ! 

pickle?

wellu, 

I'm back to the aussieland finally. i'm not being contradicting but i am.

I'm missing Malaysia alot for now . I know because more I can gain from there:P

This time of landing in Tullamarine Airport was different. 

Or I shall say everything is very different for now.

Which I need more time to absorb these not so comfortable situations. 

Let's hope things gets better.

Orientation was 1 day and shall say it's a waste. Big waste. But, i managed to click with someone at least . The only one person I could click with in the room. Well, she is nice and hope things are going better. 

For the first time i missed my parents, and for that, i know i'm slowly entering another stage of life. I let off everything back then and live life fullest for now. 

To be honest, I am really unhappy but things will turn alright . because I said so.

Toodles people:)

ian and cw the golf kaki, you guys get your ass moving and make yourself good . 

so when i return you guys can play well :) heh 

woot woot

best session ever:)

aussie mate reminds me of aussie

i really like this angle of yours!

heh, i'm transforming to agor gor

siew wan and me :P

the girls

the juniors i really love

japan super GT

heh, Moon is flying back real real soon . 

No more kidding :) well, here's some very funny pictures of me and some recent events. 

Let's hope I could upload them all :P 

So many things to pack :(

ish ish ish, emo mode:P

enjoy enjoy:P love !

Reflection

I have only a week left. And i'm heading back to the not so dangerous country Melbourne, Australia. Well, been doing much meeting up with the friends and I'm perfectly good with it. 

Talking sessions, comes on with drinking sessions, later on with bonding sessions and understand each others problems. I believe many things has come to happen and now it comes to an end. 

Thanks for telling me how you guys thinks. I really appreciate it . 

Golfing is more than fun that i'm doing it everyday for now . Real exhausted and time to relax a little. I had some fitting session with Siew Wan and Natalie also with Joeyee :P Then we head to release all shits through singing. 

More to come on thursday, friday :P 

toodles world.

Pictures?

Jay tsen in the house

Sher with ermm...i forgot

love these strawberries?

an apple a day keeps the doctor away!

The new ixus ! gorgeous ain't it?

aussieland !with the apple pickings:P

the girls i truly miss

The upcoming birthday boi aka ah boi !

woman with love.

I know my blog is pretty dead..
So i'm gonna color them with few pictures.
Enjoy !