woot woot

best session ever:)

aussie mate reminds me of aussie

i really like this angle of yours!

heh, i'm transforming to agor gor

siew wan and me :P

the girls

the juniors i really love

japan super GT

heh, Moon is flying back real real soon . 

No more kidding :) well, here's some very funny pictures of me and some recent events. 

Let's hope I could upload them all :P 

So many things to pack :(

ish ish ish, emo mode:P

enjoy enjoy:P love !

Reflection

I have only a week left. And i'm heading back to the not so dangerous country Melbourne, Australia. Well, been doing much meeting up with the friends and I'm perfectly good with it. 

Talking sessions, comes on with drinking sessions, later on with bonding sessions and understand each others problems. I believe many things has come to happen and now it comes to an end. 

Thanks for telling me how you guys thinks. I really appreciate it . 

Golfing is more than fun that i'm doing it everyday for now . Real exhausted and time to relax a little. I had some fitting session with Siew Wan and Natalie also with Joeyee :P Then we head to release all shits through singing. 

More to come on thursday, friday :P 

toodles world.

Pictures?

Jay tsen in the house

Sher with ermm...i forgot

love these strawberries?

an apple a day keeps the doctor away!

The new ixus ! gorgeous ain't it?

aussieland !with the apple pickings:P

the girls i truly miss

The upcoming birthday boi aka ah boi !

woman with love.

I know my blog is pretty dead..
So i'm gonna color them with few pictures.
Enjoy !

Gave up

When you get real pissed of something.
You never care, but just let it go.
Because it goes better with the flow. No point forcing the pick up when it is going with the flow.
Being all stupid . I can only describe with this not so decent word. Stupid figuring out what best you can do else.
And now , I'm tired of trying. So now I give up and I have gave up.

Living in a world within myself ain't that bad.
I enjoy being so and stop giving out so much.
Instead I shall start receiving instead of giving.

Probably another stage of life i'm stepping on for now.
I hope everything goes as smooth as it could.
Am I trustable?
I start wondering at one point.
Perhaps I'm just myself, stubborn, the one that lives in my own world.
The one that has a strong way of viewing problems and things.

Consider me a human.

Moon xx

Romantic piece?

Great.

What is your dream of romantic session with your dream guy or girl?
Candlelight dinner or spending a romantic night by counting the stars up the sky?

My ideal one would be ... erm, under a fulfilling environment occupied with flowers and dim pretty lights also with cute decorations :P hah, that sounds a bit normal but yes the best part goes here.. the ideal partner performing the most romantic instrument , piano .. with the right spotlight splashing over him . of course, with the melody i love:)

Okay, that sounds a bit chessy but yes I would love to have a moment like that . in future perhaps ? or maybe it will only happen in my dreams. heh:P

But yes, i'm a romantic human . I don't really fancy roses actually. but yea, i still love them but lily seems to be more pretty:)
Well all these got into my nerve because of this friend. He was telling me this will be his dream .

Oh, I have two birthday bois here today .

Chian Zhen and Ricky Ang (the mr good guy)

Happy birthday to them :) wohooo !!!

Golf Golf Golf :) My recent activity for now . I love it :)
Finally my BFF is out from his shell today . AARON CHUNG :)
I wonder when will be the next time we have our bff session after we both leave this very "beautiful" country .

And my other bff emily gone missing . hmm, got to give her a ring to make sure she is in good hands:)
the other bff promised to go on golf shopping . well let's not hope he ffk me this time . no more let let chet chet :)

till my brain works again .

toodles people :)

tutu tututu :)

H1N1 flu ar .
Not scared meh.
omg, this sound so malaysian :0
eh, I just got back from melbourne about a week ago.
fun but not so fun.
okay, this is so weird but no idea what is going on. heh :)

I got my apple mac finally. thank god i pestered my dad this time .
So he will remember to get me one.
My next target is bold ! blackberry is awesome possum !!!!!
I gained weight. 2kg ! in one bloody week..
supperssssss... ishhh

eh, damai closing down . damnnnnn
no more khairuls, no more poker. how???
can die.
and i died.

ish, i want golf.

night.

Don't hate me now

Heh, I'm lazy. Ultra lazy.

I have been away for a long time.

I have to say this, I MISS YOU TANSHEREEN AND LIM MICHELL
The times with you girls just kept happening in my dreams. Am I that desperate? I guess yes. I wonder if my decision was right. But yea, I'm so not gonna let these negative shit enter my bloody brain.

Aite, Siewwan's birthday, I didn't managed to celebrate with her but hell yea, i'm making it up for you . I promise.

When problems come you'll never get those shit out of your head. But yea understanding became the solution for me now. Understand people around you will make you feel so much better and not let the devil fight the angel throne.

You tell me what is life. okay, that's not a question, a statement. Time of me being here have reduced to at least 30 percent. yes, and continue the melbourne life. we will be in different places. everyone everywhere. how often do we keep our gossips going? how often can we do our yearly trip? I guess it will be effin little. but so what, hit the edge? maybe, we have only 2 percent time for each other but we still have what we call memories. i'm not being emotional, but yea thinking alot dont benefit you so much. I couldn't sleep these days thinking of things, problems, shits? hah, what makes me more dizzy, future.

these emo songs just like hitting on my itunes . but yea, treasure all shit i have now. what's good. see them more often give them simple hugs and kisses. hah, it only work on certain people.

pain? do you feel pain? how does it feels? you sob and just sob? express them in what way? and now i understand, only an individual will understand itself best. because it all comes from the individual. give it more time and learn how it works.

Being comfortable with someone is a pleasure feeling. you have nothing to hide, you shout your words out, you hug them and cry . you feel better and you thank them. now i thank you for that hug. something just couldn't be express.

i see things around me don't used to be there anymore , just like my wallet. some people just have to take your most precious thing away . then they give you back but with nothing left inside. you have to fill them all over again . that sucks, because it takes time to fill these things or i call it memories. some just cannot fit into that space. when you can't , back off. and that's what i do . because i feel better and move on to something that may allow you to forget all these feelings.

Forget

Just a random thought.

night world.
keep your eyes close and enjoy the surrounding.

x.
m