Heh, I'm lazy. Ultra lazy.
I have been away for a long time.
I have to say this, I MISS YOU TANSHEREEN AND LIM MICHELL
The times with you girls just kept happening in my dreams. Am I that desperate? I guess yes. I wonder if my decision was right. But yea, I'm so not gonna let these negative shit enter my bloody brain.
Aite, Siewwan's birthday, I didn't managed to celebrate with her but hell yea, i'm making it up for you . I promise.
When problems come you'll never get those shit out of your head. But yea understanding became the solution for me now. Understand people around you will make you feel so much better and not let the devil fight the angel throne.
You tell me what is life. okay, that's not a question, a statement. Time of me being here have reduced to at least 30 percent. yes, and continue the melbourne life. we will be in different places. everyone everywhere. how often do we keep our gossips going? how often can we do our yearly trip? I guess it will be effin little. but so what, hit the edge? maybe, we have only 2 percent time for each other but we still have what we call memories. i'm not being emotional, but yea thinking alot dont benefit you so much. I couldn't sleep these days thinking of things, problems, shits? hah, what makes me more dizzy, future.
these emo songs just like hitting on my itunes . but yea, treasure all shit i have now. what's good. see them more often give them simple hugs and kisses. hah, it only work on certain people.
pain? do you feel pain? how does it feels? you sob and just sob? express them in what way? and now i understand, only an individual will understand itself best. because it all comes from the individual. give it more time and learn how it works.
Being comfortable with someone is a pleasure feeling. you have nothing to hide, you shout your words out, you hug them and cry . you feel better and you thank them. now i thank you for that hug. something just couldn't be express.
i see things around me don't used to be there anymore , just like my wallet. some people just have to take your most precious thing away . then they give you back but with nothing left inside. you have to fill them all over again . that sucks, because it takes time to fill these things or i call it memories. some just cannot fit into that space. when you can't , back off. and that's what i do . because i feel better and move on to something that may allow you to forget all these feelings.
Forget
Just a random thought.
night world.
keep your eyes close and enjoy the surrounding.
x.
m
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Functions.
I have this opportunity to attend the official product lunch the other day. A briefing conference organized by Canon. Well I guess the Canon new product is yumssss. They are all very pretty and affordable. People, a good digital camera nowadays can be very affordable. At a very reasonable prize you can own a whole new camera by yourself. Stylist, colorful, slim, everything you dream for can be achieved now. You will be very impress with all these products. Personally, I love Canon IS 100. There are a few colors you can put them in your pocket. Red is too pretty that I will drool to own. The black is very manly classic, the gold is beautifully classy. You will be proud to own this very beautiful camera.
Okay, I just love their product. There are a few more pretty product that may be your love at first sight. Check out the new Canon product. The one I recently had on list Canon IS 100 is only RM 1199. Ain’t it cheap????? I’m so getting it.
Hah, I had wonderful time following the dad to functions. Like the Fahrenheit, I managed to have some talk with them , pictures with them. It was really fun and some of them are very friendly. They ain’t that bad. Concert is good as well. They are talented. Yes, and Wu Zhun, the leng cai one, is my senior !!! he used to study in Trinity college and RMIT. Hah ! funny one, dad asked if I exchanged contact with them . hahahah, LMAO. I didn’t have the chance.
Well, then then, last week was Zouk Phuture. It was pretty good, with the Sri Garden seniors and friends. Not too bad. What comes more, poppy with the mum as well. She is very cute indeed. Hmm, I just remembered, there is this event I attended earlier. DCIM, the velocity girl. Pretty amazing. Good good experience. Amber Chia was there and also had some pictures with her. They have this humongous printer which prints poster size photo. I have a few now, will upload them soon !!!!!
I just finished my English course and will continue with a few short courses. Will update more people!!!
Lots love,
m
Okay, I just love their product. There are a few more pretty product that may be your love at first sight. Check out the new Canon product. The one I recently had on list Canon IS 100 is only RM 1199. Ain’t it cheap????? I’m so getting it.
Hah, I had wonderful time following the dad to functions. Like the Fahrenheit, I managed to have some talk with them , pictures with them. It was really fun and some of them are very friendly. They ain’t that bad. Concert is good as well. They are talented. Yes, and Wu Zhun, the leng cai one, is my senior !!! he used to study in Trinity college and RMIT. Hah ! funny one, dad asked if I exchanged contact with them . hahahah, LMAO. I didn’t have the chance.
Well, then then, last week was Zouk Phuture. It was pretty good, with the Sri Garden seniors and friends. Not too bad. What comes more, poppy with the mum as well. She is very cute indeed. Hmm, I just remembered, there is this event I attended earlier. DCIM, the velocity girl. Pretty amazing. Good good experience. Amber Chia was there and also had some pictures with her. They have this humongous printer which prints poster size photo. I have a few now, will upload them soon !!!!!
I just finished my English course and will continue with a few short courses. Will update more people!!!
Lots love,
m
Sunday, April 5, 2009
A delay post.
Dedicated to Tan Shereen
My dear is so turning eighteen and legal this year. This beautiful friend of mine really deserved so much more. I miss this gorgeous friend of mine. It’s been a year, knowing her. Her friendly smile just caught my eye the first time I see her. She is pretty, cheerful and definitely a hot baby. Okay this sound pretty bad but yes I mean it dear.
If I could get her any gift, I will definitely get Rain for her. Her longed love idol. Even for a night yea baby. I was browsing thru my phone album today, and I know I missed her deeply. Darling, all the good will comes with you and I love you long time.
People, I forgot to mention, there is a Osama in my class and he make bomb That is what we classmates always tease him for. Bad thing is, I have exams every week. Not too good news. But they are easy, so it’s not big problem.
I had this interesting class today. We are asked to make a drama about internet mating. Hah ! Laugh my ass off, but yes this is happening, it’s all over the world. I mean, yes, it is happening. I just can’t believe it. Well, my friend just told me today, he met his wife thru internet. OH MY GOSH, and his wife is a combination of Iranian and Canadian. In addition to that, she is pregnant with twins. What a lucky fella.
Miss Sabrina Just gave moon a warm hug. Okay, she didn’t but yes she called. Hah ! what good stuff yes hun. Well, Michele is the bitch . haha, she just never stop with her craps. Never ending one. Well , Happy anniversary baby, we lasted out relationship for 6 months. Long distance one baby, you better drink champagne with me when I get back you bitch.
Well that’s about it. ( shereen influenced sickness)
Lots love for people around the world. Heaps for all you guys.
Toodles.
My dear is so turning eighteen and legal this year. This beautiful friend of mine really deserved so much more. I miss this gorgeous friend of mine. It’s been a year, knowing her. Her friendly smile just caught my eye the first time I see her. She is pretty, cheerful and definitely a hot baby. Okay this sound pretty bad but yes I mean it dear.
If I could get her any gift, I will definitely get Rain for her. Her longed love idol. Even for a night yea baby. I was browsing thru my phone album today, and I know I missed her deeply. Darling, all the good will comes with you and I love you long time.
People, I forgot to mention, there is a Osama in my class and he make bomb That is what we classmates always tease him for. Bad thing is, I have exams every week. Not too good news. But they are easy, so it’s not big problem.
I had this interesting class today. We are asked to make a drama about internet mating. Hah ! Laugh my ass off, but yes this is happening, it’s all over the world. I mean, yes, it is happening. I just can’t believe it. Well, my friend just told me today, he met his wife thru internet. OH MY GOSH, and his wife is a combination of Iranian and Canadian. In addition to that, she is pregnant with twins. What a lucky fella.
Miss Sabrina Just gave moon a warm hug. Okay, she didn’t but yes she called. Hah ! what good stuff yes hun. Well, Michele is the bitch . haha, she just never stop with her craps. Never ending one. Well , Happy anniversary baby, we lasted out relationship for 6 months. Long distance one baby, you better drink champagne with me when I get back you bitch.
Well that’s about it. ( shereen influenced sickness)
Lots love for people around the world. Heaps for all you guys.
Toodles.
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
I promise
Heh, I've been pretty busy.
Class every morning 830 till 330. It reminds me of my old school time.
Well, my class has pretty amazing people.
model, doctor, lecturer and a bunch of intelligent people.
They just made me feel so so out of place.
But, yea, they are real nice people . It is really fun knowing them.
I mean , yes, they are mature people that knows so much more better.
Kuala Lumpur is all about jam.
I really don't like being stuck in one horrible long jam.
Maybe i'm just not too used to it.
Come on, I have massive love bite from these small little tiny creatures.
They drive me crazy scratching my flesh with this uncomfortable pain.
Baby, I knew the time will tell the truth.
I'm glad and happy for it.
God bless me oh !
Bangkok will definitely be my next destination.
If I ever have enough time and money, I would consider to travel more.
Perhaps, live a different lifestyle.
.... perhaps.
More to come babe !
Toodlleeess :)
Night world.
Class every morning 830 till 330. It reminds me of my old school time.
Well, my class has pretty amazing people.
model, doctor, lecturer and a bunch of intelligent people.
They just made me feel so so out of place.
But, yea, they are real nice people . It is really fun knowing them.
I mean , yes, they are mature people that knows so much more better.
Kuala Lumpur is all about jam.
I really don't like being stuck in one horrible long jam.
Maybe i'm just not too used to it.
Come on, I have massive love bite from these small little tiny creatures.
They drive me crazy scratching my flesh with this uncomfortable pain.
Baby, I knew the time will tell the truth.
I'm glad and happy for it.
God bless me oh !
Bangkok will definitely be my next destination.
If I ever have enough time and money, I would consider to travel more.
Perhaps, live a different lifestyle.
.... perhaps.
More to come babe !
Toodlleeess :)
Night world.
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Yesterday it was a bridal shoot with a bunch of people. They are certainly sweet and nice people. Some are old friends and few of them are new friends. It was a pretty good shoot. Good times with them. I had enough fun and glad to know some new people. It was picking up the woman Nat and then head to friend’s house. It was all normal routine; you make up and get dress. While waiting for others, I and the woman took some shots. Honestly, I looked so fat. When you are on screen, you get yourself 20 percent expanded. Well when the others actually arrived, we did couple shot. What a day to remember.
It was then Quattro. I was dead tired but I and Emily still went. Then, they have this shooting for some sort of KL drift that bothers the whole traffic conjunction. It is so pissing off when you have to wait for the police actually allow you through! I think Quattro is a pretty place, the music is a blast. However, the crowd ain’t that good. I was too tired that I dozed off to sleep right after. The worst part of after shooting is you had to clean up before heading to bed! It was a good sleep after all.
In the morning, Mooners actually has nothing to do. So she head to Al-Qallah again for some shisha session. What else? I actually read my novel here. Perfect match by Jane Moore! Interesting storyline they own. Peilu was telling me that she is going Mumba, I miss Mumba! Mumba is actually some festival in Melbourne where they have rides, shows, games in the city. Very interesting place to go and it is only available in summer time. They actually celebrate for the end summer season. If I am not wrong!
Recently, I pretty enjoy the moment spending it alone! I just sit in a cafĂ©, bring my lappie along and all I do is surf the net and linger around. I miss moments with Shereen and Michele, for a moment I really do miss them very much. I miss Sher’s apartment, miss the drinking session with them, miss kebab with lulu, miss Tian Ren bubble tea, miss rushing up assignments, miss exam, miss college and miss everything in my small yet cozy room. Well not long more, I will be in the Melbourne city again. All I do is just wait and wait and wait.
Time flies and I think shall really meet up with more Malaysia friends before leaving to Melbourne. Bad things have really passed and I’m all happy again. Overcome them is really pain in the ass but no more for now!
Too much crap ! see you people.
Toodles !!
It was then Quattro. I was dead tired but I and Emily still went. Then, they have this shooting for some sort of KL drift that bothers the whole traffic conjunction. It is so pissing off when you have to wait for the police actually allow you through! I think Quattro is a pretty place, the music is a blast. However, the crowd ain’t that good. I was too tired that I dozed off to sleep right after. The worst part of after shooting is you had to clean up before heading to bed! It was a good sleep after all.
In the morning, Mooners actually has nothing to do. So she head to Al-Qallah again for some shisha session. What else? I actually read my novel here. Perfect match by Jane Moore! Interesting storyline they own. Peilu was telling me that she is going Mumba, I miss Mumba! Mumba is actually some festival in Melbourne where they have rides, shows, games in the city. Very interesting place to go and it is only available in summer time. They actually celebrate for the end summer season. If I am not wrong!
Recently, I pretty enjoy the moment spending it alone! I just sit in a cafĂ©, bring my lappie along and all I do is surf the net and linger around. I miss moments with Shereen and Michele, for a moment I really do miss them very much. I miss Sher’s apartment, miss the drinking session with them, miss kebab with lulu, miss Tian Ren bubble tea, miss rushing up assignments, miss exam, miss college and miss everything in my small yet cozy room. Well not long more, I will be in the Melbourne city again. All I do is just wait and wait and wait.
Time flies and I think shall really meet up with more Malaysia friends before leaving to Melbourne. Bad things have really passed and I’m all happy again. Overcome them is really pain in the ass but no more for now!
Too much crap ! see you people.
Toodles !!
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
Abuse
Well well well,
The mooners has been through quite a bit these few weeks.
It was actually giving a ride for my friend then yumcha session with emily and ian.
Then my mouth just can't stop asking for food. It happens when I stood infront of the yummy delicious Ramli Burger stall. This woman whos aged in her 60s were all panicking and seeking for help. She was all saying its very noisy and where can she lodge a report. I was pretty confused and thought she was complaining about the Ramli Burger stall with all these musics. Then , next moment I knew was she actually abused by her husband . She was looking at me with this watery eyes and please me to bring her over to the police station. It is such a pity that she could not find her way, and police station is only minutes away so i decided to lend a hand. It was all about reporting to the police what actually happened.
She was all telling me about her job. It was all related to chinese tradition with all these superstitious beliefs. She owns a temple and all. So yes. After that I returned to this Ramli Burger stall with my pre ordered burger. It was all cold but stil nice to munch on .
Next Ian actually assumed that I helped someone and emily guessed that I scooped out the magazines in the nearby 7 eleven. Actually ian was right, I shall really keep my eyes 10 times wide open and think more critically before helping her. But yes, I am not hurt and she gets the help. I'm happy.
It was then meeitng up with peilu for yumcha session. It was so sudden but I managed to make it there. Then it was buying facial product with peilu and joanne . Laneige really do have good product . I tried one of their mask, it is really working and I adore them.
Well it was bar club and we had pretty much fun . I will definitely miss the times with lu ans shin when the are not here . But fact is , they are in melbourne now. hmm, well got to really thank her for helping out in my problems. At least I got in return the justice I needed.
Thank you for those who point your finger on me but not knowing what exactly going on. You guys made me learn how to stand up better and see the flaws that I could not previously. Thank god, I used the contact lens for once to look how clear it was. I am no more up to all this boycott stuff and will back off as much as I could. I never want to make things bad and will prefer to stay this way more.
Okay , tired of my craps ? aitey, the pictures will come :P
with the ladies :)
The mooners has been through quite a bit these few weeks.
It was actually giving a ride for my friend then yumcha session with emily and ian.
Then my mouth just can't stop asking for food. It happens when I stood infront of the yummy delicious Ramli Burger stall. This woman whos aged in her 60s were all panicking and seeking for help. She was all saying its very noisy and where can she lodge a report. I was pretty confused and thought she was complaining about the Ramli Burger stall with all these musics. Then , next moment I knew was she actually abused by her husband . She was looking at me with this watery eyes and please me to bring her over to the police station. It is such a pity that she could not find her way, and police station is only minutes away so i decided to lend a hand. It was all about reporting to the police what actually happened.
She was all telling me about her job. It was all related to chinese tradition with all these superstitious beliefs. She owns a temple and all. So yes. After that I returned to this Ramli Burger stall with my pre ordered burger. It was all cold but stil nice to munch on .
Next Ian actually assumed that I helped someone and emily guessed that I scooped out the magazines in the nearby 7 eleven. Actually ian was right, I shall really keep my eyes 10 times wide open and think more critically before helping her. But yes, I am not hurt and she gets the help. I'm happy.
It was then meeitng up with peilu for yumcha session. It was so sudden but I managed to make it there. Then it was buying facial product with peilu and joanne . Laneige really do have good product . I tried one of their mask, it is really working and I adore them.
Well it was bar club and we had pretty much fun . I will definitely miss the times with lu ans shin when the are not here . But fact is , they are in melbourne now. hmm, well got to really thank her for helping out in my problems. At least I got in return the justice I needed.
Thank you for those who point your finger on me but not knowing what exactly going on. You guys made me learn how to stand up better and see the flaws that I could not previously. Thank god, I used the contact lens for once to look how clear it was. I am no more up to all this boycott stuff and will back off as much as I could. I never want to make things bad and will prefer to stay this way more.
Okay , tired of my craps ? aitey, the pictures will come :P
with the ladies :)
proposing to his Girlfriend !
with the ladies again !
the Hyper group of people !
Lots love for you Christina <3
Toodles people !
xoxo,
m
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
You Dont Need to Say
Today , woke at 930 but I choose to continue my dream. Weird dreams nowadays !! okay but don't remember them now.
Drove to Alexis again. Since i'm on diet, just did whacked caesar salad. Then , it aimless again. I should live so much more better. I want to be healthy ! Gym ? maybe :)
I have no idea why am I unhappy :(
This is bad and shall really go away !
booo~
I miss my two bitches :(
night.
Drove to Alexis again. Since i'm on diet, just did whacked caesar salad. Then , it aimless again. I should live so much more better. I want to be healthy ! Gym ? maybe :)
I have no idea why am I unhappy :(
This is bad and shall really go away !
booo~
I miss my two bitches :(
night.
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